Today is the Day
… well, one of them anyway.
I go in for a CT scan at 3:30pm. This scan will determine whether the tumor has shrunk enough to be operable. The best possible result is that the scan will show no tumor at all but even if it’s still there, we’re hopeful for an operation.
These past few weeks have been the most difficult. If there is an ebb and flow to these things, I’m certainly in the ebb. It’s been a time of Joy without smiles and without laughter. I’m assured the Joy is there; I simply lack the strength to express it and, sometimes, even to acknowledge it. I have a Bedrock and a Cornerstone that keeps me grounded – for that I am grateful.
We won’t know the results until Monday and then we’ll know what the next steps will be.
In the Palm of His Hand,